We both knew for a while, but I guess like all parents, you still hope that the test's were all wrong , and that Your daughter is just fine. In my daughters case, its quite real. Profound is the term. Profoundly hard of hearing is what sick kids told us, so with there opinion, I cant deny the truth any more. I must stop being so selfish , and just do the right thing for her , and her future.
Its hard when your living the way I do. I like a lot of other Dads commute along way for work, and I am not home during the week , so I miss a lot. Since I am gone so much , I tend to leave most things to my wife.
She is the strongest person , next to my daughter that I know. She handles everything so well. I on the other hand, I seem to struggle with this. Is it the guilt of being gone? Is it just the fact that my little girl means so much to me, that I am just that worried? Or maybe I lack enough man in me to just be strong and right?
I guess I still don't know, and will I ever ?
The next few days , or weeks will be very telling. MRI's CT scans, they will be coming up, and if all things turn out O.K with the tests a Cochlear Implant could be her hope for hearing and speech.
bye 4 now' till the next need to express..
May your God grace you by night, and luck be on your shoulder by day!
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